Time
Some time has passed since I have last written here. There haven't been words to describe the emotions of all that has transpired over these past 9 months. There are hardly even words. I am a mom now. But I also have the title of sister to these kids. I am only 24. But I also have the knowledge and experience of someone twice my age. I am still Scooter. But Esther seems to become more fitting. I am their daughter. But I have to parent them, and care for them. I have had legions stand by my side. But I have also never felt so alone.
As my father has gotten sick, so many things have changed. I have changed. I do believe I am better than I was a year ago, but I am also so much more worn out. My hope is that with just a bit more time, I can figure a few more things out, and we will all be alright.
